missing

Its strange the way we look for answers in the past to justify understand the present.

Especially when the months coming up to issue refered to here - were seemingly brilliant. Just one day can change your life - whether for good or bad I can't tell. I'm not in a place where I can shrug/laugh/sigh it off and move on.

What happened? Why is it so hard to understand?

All i want to do is call and talk to you without all these underlying layers/issues.

I miss you.